WTF is wrong with you?

As a late-diagnosed neuro-spicy woman, I naturally experienced socio-cultural confusion and confounded others with my deeply grounded, yet open-hearted and humanitarian points of view.

If only I could have told them that my moon was in Capricorn in my 5th house— along with my dark moon, Venus, and Mercury; a super complicated but creative stellium for sure!

Or, I could have said that my Virgo-rising with 4 complicated placements (Pluto, Uranus, Vertex, and Mars) was at constant odds with my sweet, humanitarian Aquarian sun. Or that my Chiron, the wounded healer of all wounded healers was in my 7th house of partnerships and friendships—in Pisces of all places!

Or when asked why I wrote so many spiritual books I could have stated that Neptune was in Scorpio—in my 3rd house of communications and that in tandem with Jupiter, the most powerful, benefic planet in our solar system, was working across the way (lol) with Taurus in my 9th house —the house of spirituality, travel, and higher education.  

But who wants to explain all that. (lol)-- Instead, I walked away without answering their question. At the end of the day, the only mind and heart we can ever change or open is our own.   


By Mayra Porrata | comments: mayra@solarapublishing.com ©2026 Solara Publishing, LLC
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